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Can't Help Myself
Chapter One The morning light filtered softly through the kitchen curtains as Jason and Clint sat across from each other at the breakfast table, delicate teacups in hand. Jason, in his early twenties, looked polished in a black U-neck blouse adorned with a delicate silver broach on his left lapel, paired with a matching skirt that fell just above his knees. His legs were smoothly covered in sheer black pantyhose. Across from him, Clint wore a navy V-neck blouse with three-quarter sleeves, a tasteful knee-length skirt, and eye-catching cyan pantyhose that shimmered slightly when he shifted. They sipped their tea with the easy rhythm of old friends catching up. "You know, my mother did this to me again," Jason said with a warm smile, his voice light and pleasant. He let out a soft chuckle, as if sharing a funny anecdote. "She laid everything out this morning and just... expected me to put it on. I hate it. I really do. But here I am, dressed like this, drinking tea like it's the most normal thing in the world." Clint laughed gently, nodding in agreement, his expression bright and friendly. "Same here, man. My mom basically forced me into her clothes and told me to come straight over. I didn't want to. I told her I wasn't going to, but... well, look at me." He gestured at his outfit with a grin. "Navy blouse, skirt, these cyan pantyhose. I feel ridiculous, but we're sitting here chatting like it's brunch with the girls." Both men smiled at each other, their eyes crinkling with what looked like genuine amusement. "I don't want to be here," Jason continued cordially, taking another sip. "I'm embarrassed as hell. But I just... can't stop myself. It's like my body goes on autopilot." "Exactly," Clint replied, laughing softly again. "I keep thinking, 'Why am I doing this?' I hate every second. This shapewear she's got me in underneath... I don't even know what it's called, but it's squeezing me everywhere. Especially tight around my waist and the front of my stomach. It's uncomfortable as hell." He shifted in his seat but kept smiling warmly. "Feels like it's reshaping me or something." Jason nodded sympathetically, chuckling. "I know the feeling. This bra she's making me wear is brutal. So tight around my torso, and it's lifting everything up here." He motioned vaguely at his chest. "Forces me to sit and stand so straight. I hate it. I feel ridiculous, but... here we are." He laughed lightly, as if the whole situation was a hilarious inside joke between them. They continued chatting like that for a while-pleasant, friendly tones, occasional laughter, warm smiles-while quietly voicing their discomfort. Every complaint was delivered with the cheerfulness of two friends swapping amusing stories over tea. When their cups were finally empty, Jason set his down and smiled brightly. "Want to go downtown shopping?" Clint returned the smile, though his eyes flickered with reluctance. "I really don't want to," he said in the same cordial, upbeat voice. "I hate the idea. But... yeah, sure." "I don't want to either," Jason replied with a laugh. "Not at all. But I can't help myself. Let's go." They stood up together, moving with practiced grace despite their inner resistance. Jason and Clint cleared the table, rinsing the teacups and loading them neatly into the dishwasher. Then they each picked up their purses from the counter-Jason's a small black handbag, Clint's a soft navy tote-and headed out the door. As they walked toward the car, their conversation flowed just as pleasantly as before. "I can't believe we're actually doing this," Clint said with a friendly chuckle. "Going to that boutique again to look at the new women's fashions. I hate it so much." "Me too," Jason agreed warmly, smiling as he unlocked the car. "I really don't want to be browsing dresses and blouses, but... here we go." They climbed in, still chatting cordially, their voices light and full of apparent good humor. Deep down, both men knew they were being pulled along by forces they couldn't control-mothers who had somehow bent their wills-but on the surface, they looked like two happy friends heading out for a lovely day of shopping. Chapter Two Jason smoothly pulled the car into a parking spot at the mall and turned off the engine. For a moment, they both sat in silence. “Drive home,” Clint said, his voice calm and pleasant. “We should just go home.”
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