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I Wanna Be Like You
Jordan, twenty-three, stood on the small front porch and knocked, shifting his weight from one sneaker to the other. He wore a black T-shirt and faded jeans, his brown hair messy and falling just above his shoulders, as if he’d given up fighting it halfway through the morning. The door opened to reveal his mother, sixty-one and luminous in a way Jordan had always admired from a distance. She was dressed as if she were stepping into a painting: a flowing lilac floral dress with puffed sleeves and a modest V-neck, the fabric cinched with a slim lavender belt. Pastel low heels peeked out beneath the hem. A soft shawl with lace trim rested on her shoulders, and a pearl necklace lay neatly against her collarbone, complemented by delicate dangling earrings. Her silver hair was styled in a softly curled bob, and she held an intricate clutch embroidered with tiny flowers. She looked ready for an elegant afternoon out. “Jordan,” his mother said, surprised but smiling. “I was just about to leave.” Jordan hesitated, then blurted out, “Mom, you have such great style. I wish I could dress like you.” The words hung there, unexpected. His mother blinked, taken aback. In all the years she’d known her son, Jordan had never shown interest in dresses, skirts, or anything like the outfits she herself loved. But when Jordan looked up, his expression was earnest, almost vulnerable. Their eyes met, and something changed within mother. The thought of her son wearing her apparel didn't seem rediculous anymore. She felt flattered instead. His mother knew this wasn’t a joke or a passing comment. Jordan meant it. “Come in,” his mother said gently. She stepped back, ushering Jordan inside, and set her clutch down on the hall table. After a moment’s thought, she reached for her phone and called her friend, apologizing and canceling the day’s plans. When she hung up, she turned back to Jordan. “So,” Jordan said, a little nervous now. “Can you… show me? Show me how to dress like you?” His mother studied him for a moment, then nodded. “I can try. But it’s not just one thing,” she said. “It’s not just a dress or an outfit. It’s everything, from the inside out. Everything has to work together.” Jordan listened closely as they moved into the bedroom. "That is what I want," Jordan told her. His mother gestured to herself. “Look at what I’m wearing now,” she said, and calmly began to explain. She talked about choosing soft lilac undergarments that matched the dress, the way a slip helped the fabric fall properly, how the belt defined the waist without being tight. She explained why she chose pearls instead of something flashy, how the earrings echoed the floral pattern, why low heels in a pastel shade felt balanced instead of heavy. Even her hairstyle and makeup, she said, were chosen to support the whole look rather than compete with it. To demonstrate, she changed methodically, setting each piece aside with care, then slipped into a robe. There was nothing rushed or awkward about it-just a mother teaching her son, the way she always had, only now about something new. Jordan followed her lead. He changed as well, a little shy at first, then more confident as his mother guided him through each step. From the inside out, Jordan put on his mother’s clothes, feeling the difference immediately-the softness of the fabrics, the way everything seemed intentionally chosen. The dress settled over his frame, the belt cinched just right. His mother helped fasten the earrings and clasp the pearl necklace around Jordan’s neck, her hands steady and practiced. “Now the hair,” his mother said. She led Jordan to the vanity and began to work carefully, taming the messy brown strands into soft curls. With Jordan’s permission, she trimmed just enough to shape it properly, then used a subtle touch of color to mute the brown into the same silvery tone she wore herself. Finally, she applied her own makeup-light, precise, enhancing rather than hiding. When she stepped back, both of them paused. Jordan looked into the mirror and barely recognized himself. He wasn’t pretending or playing dress-up; he looked composed, coordinated, intentional. He looked-somehow-like he belonged in these clothes. His mother smiled, a little misty-eyed. “Style,” she said softly, “isn’t about age. It’s about care. About knowing who you are and honoring it.” Jordan met her gaze in the mirror and smiled back. For the first time, he felt like he was learning a part of his mother he’d never understood before. --- Jordan studied his reflection one more time, then turned to his mother with a nervous smile. “I want to try this out,” he said. “Your style. Where other people can actually see me.” His mother raised an eyebrow. “Right now?” “Yeah. Instead of delivery, let’s order lunch and I’ll pick it up.” There was a small pause as his mother considered this, then she smiled. “All right. We’ll make it simple.” They ordered takeout from the same restaurant his mother had planned to visit with her friend before canceling-an elegant little place downtown. They chose two identical meals, the kind his mother always ordered without hesitation. “I’ll come with you,” his mother said automatically. Jordan shook his head. “I want to do this part alone.” His mother searched his face, then nodded. “Okay. But-” As Jordan turned toward the door, she added, “Take my purse. It goes with the outfit. And the shawl-don’t forget the shawl. It completes the look.” Jordan smiled, draping the lace-trimmed shawl over his shoulders and taking the embroidered purse. The weight of it felt unfamiliar but reassuring, like a prop that helped his stay in character. As he walked to the car, Jordan focused on everything his mother had shown him. He straightened his back, relaxed his shoulders, and slowed his pace. His steps became measured, deliberate. He held his head a little higher, letting the outfit move with his instead of fighting it. By the time he slid into the driver’s seat, he felt oddly calm. At the restaurant, the hostess smiled politely and told his the order wasn’t quite ready yet. Jordan thanked her and took a seat, crossing his legs the way he’d seen his mother do a thousand times. He opened the purse, partly to steady his nerves, and spotted the lipstick. On impulse, he twisted it up and applied it carefully, blotting once with a napkin. He noticed how little was left. A few doors down was a drugstore. Acting on instinct, Jordan stepped outside and walked there, the shawl floating lightly behind him. He bought a new tube of the same lipstick-and, without overthinking it, a pair of pantyhose he knew was his mother’s favorite brand. At the register, he hesitated only briefly before using his mother’s credit card. It felt… appropriate. Back at the restaurant, the food was ready. The hostess handed over the bag and complimented his outfit. Jordan thanked him, warmth blooming in his chest. When he returned home, his mother looked up from the kitchen table as Jordan set down the food and placed the small drugstore bag beside it. “I got these too,” Jordan said, holding up the lipstick and pantyhose. “You were almost out.” His mother stared for a moment, then laughed softly, touched. “You really were paying attention.” Jordan smiled, setting the purse down carefully. “I told you. I wanted to do it right.” ---
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