The Burnout

The Burnout

Daniel Souer was twenty-eight years old and already carried himself like a man twice that age. He worked too hard, slept too little, and seemed determined to grind himself against the gears of his own ambition. His boss watched him with a mixture of admiration and alarm, and one morning-after Daniel arrived early for the sixth week in a row and looked ready to collapse-the alarm finally won.

“Daniel,” his boss said gently, “if you don’t step away, you’ll burn out before you turn thirty. Take a virtual vacation. That’s not a suggestion.”

It didn’t feel like one either. So Daniel went.

He had no desire to hurl himself down a ski slope in Aspen or pretend to bask on a simulated Hawaiian beach. What he craved was not adventure, not indulgence-just rest. Real rest. And so, paging through the vacation catalog, he found something he would never have imagined choosing: Retired Life Simulation - Senior Female Package.

“Danielle Souer,” the attendant read aloud from the form, smiling as though this were more common than Daniel realized. “Elderly female identity, domestic pace, suburban environment. Very serene. It’s more immersive if you choose the hypnosis enhancement.”

Daniel hesitated. “Hypnosis?”

“It just makes everything feel real. Not like cosplay. Not pretend. You’ll believe you’re living her life.”

He wondered if that was dangerous. But then again-wasn’t he already exhausted enough to break? So he nodded and accepted the small pill the attendant offered, letting it dissolve beneath his tongue. A soft warmth rolled through him. The hypnotist’s voice followed, coaxing him gently, assuring him he would relax, he would drift, he would become.

He settled into the VR chamber, closed his eyes, and then-opened them again.

He was standing in the bedroom of a cozy little home. Sunlight filtered through lace curtains. His body felt lighter, softer, slower. When he lifted a hand, thin creased skin greeted him. His nightgown swished gently against his calves. He inhaled, and the air smelled faintly of lavender sachets and old books.

He was Danielle.

Her days moved the way she wished Daniel’s life could have moved-without urgency, without alarms, without deadlines. She awoke when her body chose to, not when some clock shouted at her. She shuffled to the kitchen in her slippers, brewed tea, warmed oatmeal, and buttered toast with steady, contented hands. She watched morning programs on television. Later, when she felt ready, she dressed herself in a soft floral dress, smoothing pantyhose over her legs with practiced motions. Low-heeled shoes, modest earrings, a simple necklace. A touch of powder, a hint of lipstick. Nothing hurried.

She stepped into the day, not racing through it.

Her life filled itself perfectly: slow walks to the park where birds gathered at her feet, little shopping trips for groceries she carried home in a canvas bag, occasional movies with friends from the senior center. She visited the beauty parlor once a week, where a chatty hairdresser fussed over her like she was family. She met a kind, gentle widower who held her hand during sunset strolls. She even visited the cemetery one quiet afternoon, brushing dirt from her late husband’s gravestone and whispering to him about the new man in her life-softly, respectfully, as though he might tease her for it.

Danielle Souer lived a full and unhurried life.

And yet... on certain mornings, after waking from a dream she could never quite remember, a strange feeling pressed on her chest. Something off, like the faint echo of a memory that didn’t belong to her. A sense that she was someone else. Someone younger. Someone male. It disturbed her so deeply that she finally sought help.

The psychiatrist in her world-Dr. Chambliss-listened kindly as she explained her fears. He guided her through gentle hypnosis, reassuring her that she was exactly who she believed herself to be. An elderly woman. A grandmother. Danielle. After their sessions, the strange feeling vanished, smoothed away like wrinkles ironed from a sheet.

She lived what felt like months in peace.

But only hours had passed in the real world.

The VR session ended with a hiss, the chamber lifting open. Daniel blinked up at fluorescent lights-harsh, unfamiliar, wrong. His body felt heavy and coarse. His limbs were too long. His chest was flat. Panic surged so sharply it made him gasp.

“What-what is this?” he cried, grabbing at the rough fabric of his clothes. “This isn’t me! My name is Danielle! I’m a woman. I’m not this!”

The technician tried to calm him, but Daniel-Danielle-continued screaming. “It’s like my dream. It’s not real! Call Dr. Chambliss! Please-please, I need Dr. Chambliss!”

An ambulance was summoned.

By the time the paramedics arrived, Daniel was inconsolable. He clung to his floral memories like a lifeline, weeping, certain he had been ripped out of his own body, thrust into someone else’s nightmare. The psychiatrists at the hospital tried grounding exercises, medication, emergency therapy-but the hypnosis had woven too deep. The elderly woman he had lived as wasn’t a character anymore. She was his identity.

In the weeks that followed it became clear he could not return. Not to Daniel’s job, not to Daniel’s life, not even to Daniel’s mind.

And so the final solution was arranged.

His company and the VR vacation facility covered the cost. The chamber was prepared again. The simulation was restored to exactly where Danielle had left it-her floral dress laid across her bed, her tea kettle waiting, her gentleman friend expecting her for a walk.

Daniel slipped into the VR, trembling.


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