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The big top was alive with lights, music, and the smell of popcorn and sawdust when Julie and Jackson found their seats. At first, it felt like any other circus---colorful performers, excited chatter, kids bouncing in their seats. But it didn’t take long before Julie elbowed Jackson and nodded toward the row in front of them. “Do you see… that?” she whispered. A young man---maybe twenty---two---sat squirming in his seat, his sneakers tapping, his hands clutching a balloon animal. His soft, breathable cotton t---shirt featured playful trucks, paired with comfortable elastic---waist pants, the outline of his diaper could be clearly seen, and slip---on shoes, and the way he was babbling to the woman beside him… it was the mannerisms of a two---year---old boy. Jackson scanned the stands. “Over there---pink dress adorned with floral patterns, paired with cotton tights, and finished with a pair of white ballet flats, glitter hair clips?” He pointed toward a young woman giggling as she swung her legs back and forth, sucking on a lollipop. She looked twenty, maybe twenty---one, but she was behaving exactly like a six---year---old girl. They kept pointing them out, each one stranger than the last. “Fifteen---year---old girl,” Julie murmured, nodding toward another twenty---something wearing strawberry sundress with black leggings, and ankle boots. Her blond hair was styled with pigtails. She rolling her eyes dramatically at the man next to her. Jackson leaned in. “Seventy---five---year---old woman---three rows up. Look how she’s sitting, wearing an ivory cardigan over a lilac floral blouse, paired with a flowing skirt, and low---heeled supportive shoe, talking about her ‘lumbago.’” “And there’s a seventy---nine---year---old man,” Julie added quietly, glancing toward a wheelchair---bound young man with neatly combed white hair, wearing a button---down shirt and brown pants, fiddling with a pair of reading glasses. They counted. Out of those five examples, three of the people were clearly not their original gender anymore. Only two matched their current gender. But here was the unsettling part---every single one of these “changed” people? They were all in their early twenties. Just like Julie and Jackson. The pattern deepened when they noticed something else. None of the transformed people were alone. The “two---year---old boy” had a middle---aged woman fussing over him---clearly a mother figure. The “six---year---old girl” was with a kindly---looking man who might have been her father. The “fifteen---year---old girl” had a date beside her, laughing nervously. The “elderly woman” sat with a husband who was also in his early twenties. The “elderly man” in the wheelchair was accompanied by a middle---aged nurse. Julie’s brows knitted. “They’re all… paired. Like… there’s someone here to take care of them.” Jackson leaned back, uneasy. “And all the companions? They’re our age too.” Julie swallowed hard, glancing at the unopened clown noses and makeup still in her tote. “What if…” she started, then trailed off. Jackson didn’t answer. The ringmaster’s booming voice echoed through the tent, but the two of them were already wondering whether the circus was just for fun---or something else entirely. --- The circus air buzzed with the scent of caramelized nuts and the distant roar of a lion. Twenty---two---year---old Julie shifted in her wooden seat, the third row of the bleachers offering a clear view of the center ring where a clown troupe juggled neon torches. Her fingers tightened around her ticket stub-7:30 PM, August 11th-as if anchoring herself to the ordinary. She noticed her during the trapeze act. A girl in a strawberry sundress sat two rows below, her blonde pigtails bouncing as she laughed too loudly at the ringmaster’s cracked jokes. Something about the tilt of her head, the rigid set of her shoulders, snagged Julie’s attention. When the girl suddenly turned, their eyes met across the sawdust---strewn space. The girl’s eyes were a man’s eyes-deep---set, shadowed, pleading. Julie froze. The girl mouthed something, then nudged the lanky “boyfriend” beside her. He stood, brushing popcorn from a letterman jacket, and ambled toward the concessions. Her gaze never wavered from Julie’s. When the boyfriend vanished into the crowd, the girl beckoned sharply. Against the warning prickle at her neck, Julie descended the creaking steps. “Help me,” the girl hissed, voice pitched unnaturally high. Up close, the makeup caked over his square jaw, the stuffed bra beneath the sundress, the Adam’s apple bobbing as he swallowed-all screamed wrongness. “They did something to me. This place… the last show.” He grabbed her wrist. His hand was large, calloused. “You’re the only one who sees me. Please. I need your ticket.” Julie recoiled. “Why mine?” “The date! August 11th-it’s a portal night. The Ringmaster’s trick. Your ticket’s clean. Mine’s… stained.” He thrust a crumpled stub at her. The ink on his date had bled into a Rorschach blot of red. A crash from the concessions tent. The boyfriend’s laugh boomed closer. “I can’t,” Julie whispered. She backed away. “Wait-” The boyfriend appeared, juggling a bucket of cotton candy and a soda. Julie melted into the shadows of the bleachers, heart pounding as she reclaimed her seat. The girl-or boy-watched her go, face unreadable. The trapeze artist soared overhead, sequins catching the spotlight like scattered stars. Julie pocketed her ticket, its edges digging into her palm. Julie hurried back to her seat, her heart pounding as if she’d just escaped a magician’s disappearing act gone wrong. Jackson noticed her flushed face immediately. “What happened?” he asked, keeping his eyes on the performers tumbling across the ring but leaning toward her. Julie shook her head, still trying to process. “That teenage girl over there… she’s not really a girl. She said she’s stuck like that and begged me for my circus ticket. Said maybe it could help her change back.” Jackson’s brow furrowed. “And you didn’t give it to her?” “No,” Julie said quickly. “What if the ticket… I don’t know… transfers the change to me instead? We’ve been through enough of that nonsense already.” Jackson gave a grim nod. “Good call. But it means that whatever happened to us… isn’t just us. This is bigger.” Julie glanced back toward the teen girl and her boyfriend, who were now sharing cotton candy. The girl’s eyes still darted toward her, silently pleading. Julie suddenly realized that every single “changed” person they’d spotted earlier had that same flicker of longing in their expression---a trapped look, like an animal in a cage dressed for the wrong show. She whispered, “Jackson… what if the circus is where it happens?” He looked at her sharply. “Or where it can be undone,” he said. The lights dimmed, and the ringmaster stepped into the spotlight, his booming voice echoing through the tent. He grinned far too widely as he announced the next act---“The Great Age-and-Stage Reversal!”---and the crowd erupted in applause. --- Jackson gripped Julie’s hand tightly as they rose from their seats. |